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Oh Diary! Chapter VIII

Hi there diary. Happy new year. Why do I always find you when I feel like the earth should swallow me whole? You give me comfort. A warm blanket. A hot cup of masala chai. You must have missed me a lot. This is the first chapter of 2023. SZA's Snooze is playing in the background, salty tears down my cheeks and lips. You see diary, I met a boy. Again diary, again. This time it should be different, it has to be. This boy is nice, kind, sweet, a little bit of a funny idiot but he is my idiot. Mine. I love how innocent he is with flirtation, how he cannot comprehend some of my jokes and horrible puns. I'm telling you diary, he is a fantastic guy. But here's a thing diary, there is no such thing as a perfect guy is there?  Although this man carries various incredible traits, there is this one trait that bothers me. It drives me insane diary you have no idea. Am I too jealous? Am I controlling? I'm lost for words to be honest. He is on good terms with his ex-girlfriend. Why a...