Oh Diary! Chapter IIX?
How long has it been? Since I spoke to you last? Eternity perhaps. I've broken up and got back together with the same boy, can you believe it. Now, I came back not to talk about how difficult it is to mantain a relationship or how my love life seems to always fail somewhere, somehow. That's a story for another day. Today diary, we're talking shit about ourselves, hurrah! An update for you, I'm extremely broke with almost 9k debt wrapped around my waist. Oh, and I've gained up to 10 kgs. To sum it up, I'm fat and poor. Ah, and suicidal. You know diary, I thought suicide is for mere teens who are cronically online, like how I once was. Apparently it creeps into your adulthood too diary, slowly and painfully. I've never enjoyed birthdays or growing older but for once in my life I was, turning 28 brought me so much excitement or so I thought. 28 has been the most challenging year for me emotionally and financially which of course then makes it hard to feel me...